I was at a small gathering of people and conversing with the actress Scarlett Johannsen. My wife had passed away due to cancer, and Scarlett and I were flirting a bit. But when I said goodbye for now there was crap on my hand shaking her hand. She was surprised but not disgusted. However, when I leave I check myself out and find that I had crapped my pants severely not even realizing I had. I'm in shock with great disappointment and wake up.
This dream may symbolize a range of emotions and inner conflicts you are experiencing. The small gathering represents a social setting, possibly indicating a desire for connection and companionship. The presence of Scarlett Johannsen could symbolize qualities or traits that you find attractive or admirable.
The passing of your wife due to cancer suggests unresolved feelings of grief and loss. During the dream, your flirtation with Scarlett might represent a longing for emotional connection and intimacy after your wife's passing. However, the presence of feces on your hand while shaking hands with her could symbolize guilt or shame about moving on or pursuing new relationships.
Discovering that you had severely soiled your pants without realizing it reflects a sense of embarrassment, shock, and disappointment in yourself. This may represent underlying fears or anxieties about engaging in new relationships or finding happiness and fulfillment without your late wife.
Overall, this dream could indicate a conflict between the desire for new connection and the emotional baggage associated with moving on after losing a loved one. It suggests a need to address unresolved feelings of guilt, shame, and self-judgment in order to move forward and find emotional fulfillment.